Get a revenge on yourself.

I can tell that I'm going down slump right now but I can also assure that I'll rise and be great again. This moment, right this time, I learn that love and happiness revolve around further radius of the world, more than just a person. It's not just seeing the only world in that one person, even their eyes sparkles prettier than the stars and nothing else matter, but the truth is much, much more than that.

I learn that to love is to be you. We've spent too much time fixing ourselves to fit people's frame-set of thoughts but never ours. I thought that being aesthetically pretty and socially acceptable are fine enough to gain love, just for it later to be burned down by petty hopes and white lies. And I forgot the fact that I'm also lying to myself, be fake to myself; making myself asking me "who are you exactly?"

I realize that we're too busy chasing never-ending dreams we aren't even able to reach when realities are presented vastly right in front of our eyes. Human, greed. Are never thankful for what they have.

I want to be great, again.
I want to be proud of myself and contained her with fullest of love, like I've never loved anybody else before.

It's time to clear out the wishlist and stop dreaming. Live the dream. Live the way you want. Expel everyone else from your live, and you'll be alright.

I want to see myself as how I used to see that person.
Glistening. Glowing. Soft and gentle. Heartwarming.
Sparkles.

Damn that's so beautiful I have tears in my eyes.