chrysalis

"What's your biggest problem?" "Time-" "Really? Because the last time I checked, the students are most concerned about being lonely; loneliness." The whole class kept silent but you can see some of them nodding, as reference of being able to relate to such. Including me. I never realize how lonely I am, until I saw someone smiled so well it hurts me in my core; wondering wow when was the last time I was able to feel that much of happiness? I reckon I forget how to smile as well. I love being alone, independently. Lonely, somehow, is another case. Adakah menjadi lonely rhymes with being a loser? I don't know. Bagi aku, lonely (atau Bahasa Melayunya kesunyian) itu satu tahap hasil amalgamasi emosi dan situasi yang seharusnya semua orang elak. Tapi entah macam mana aku pun terjatuh. Aku sunyi. Tapi aku tak mampu nak luahkan dekat sesiapapun. Pada aku, biarlah orang lain hidup aman bahagia riang ria tanpa perlu memikirkan masalah aku yang r...